The Foundling (Chapter 2)
Title: The Foundling
Rating: PG-13
Pairing: Kuro/Fai
Summary: Kurogane thought that he'd made peace with his past, and left it behind to travel the worlds But a summons back to his homeworld comes from the source he least expects it, and when they get there, Kurogane must face the realization that he was never at peace with himself. Not at all.
Author's Notes: Set post-series, specific spoilers for Kurogane's backstory.
Then:
The wards of Suwa are down.
Not weak, not ebbing in their normal tides, but down, catastrophically so. Demons course through the streets, carelessly savage; they crush and trample buildings and walls in their hunt for food. Lamps are spilled, cooking pots overturned, hearths scattered; fires catch quickly in the splintered ruins of thatch and wood and paper, and soon the conflagration runs riot through the sleepy township. Would-be defenders are overcome by the heat and smoke, forced into the street - into the waiting jaws and claws of the demons.
The wards of Suwa are down, for her priestess can no longer maintain them, and the warriors who defended them have been scattered and laid low.
In all the chaos there is one building that has not yet caught afire; one survivor, a half-grown pup, who clings to his dam's broken body with a shock that has not yet given way to the understanding of grief. In one hand, his mother's body; in the other, his dead father's sword.
In the air before him, a hole in the world.
The defenses of Suwa have been broken, and not only from the outside. Foul magic pierced through time and space to create this rent, this ugly gash in the fabric of reality that taints the currents around it. The boy looks on destruction through uncomprehending eyes, and a figure in the dark fissure stirs and speaks.
"This was your fault."
Rust and wires, a voice of rusted gears and razor wires. It scrapes over the boy's mind, drags him out of his shock and grief and commands his attention.
"These deaths occurred on your watch," the voice continues, remote and pitiless. "Your failure to protect. Your failure to serve. This is how the house of Suwa ends."
Across the street, a building collapses in flaming ruins; the roar is like that of a dragon, like the terrible howls of the demons that prowl the street. The boy looks up, his eyes focusing only slowly. His mouth drops open; his hand clenches on the sword.
"But there is still a chance to save her," the voice continues, switching gears from accusing to persuasive. "To undo your mistakes, to set right what has gone wrong. You can still survive, and return your mother to life, if you will swear to serve me -"
He gets no further in his pitch. The boy's breath rises in a growl that becomes a roaring cry, and he lashes out, lunging up from his crouch like a snake uncoiling. His father's sword in one hand, the sword whose hilt is still wet and sticky with blood: he strikes, and the steel edge of the blade scrapes over the surface of the ward with a noise that makes the universe itself shudder.
"You killed her!" the boy screams, tears in his throat and blood in his eyes. "You killed her, how dare you, how dare you say you can bring her back! I'm going to kill you, I'll kill you, kill you -"
Implacable eyes watch through a barrier more formidable than time itself; the hands tick over, and the moment is lost. "So be it," the man grunts, sounding no more than faintly annoyed. "This one will be of no use. Die, then, in the teeth of those same beasts that killed your father."
And the portal flickers out.
Now she can approach, in the vision that wavers with heat and blood; now she can see the boy weeping tears of helpless fury. Now his head comes up, and his hand grips the hilt of his father's sword as he raises the blade. The first of the demons crests the horizon, its neck arching against the sky as its claws dig deeply into the charcoal beams of the burning house. It is only the first of many. She knows that, as does he.
And she knows, just as he does, that he has no chance, no possible chance against so many. He is only a boy, however brave, however passionate. Perhaps, if he's lucky, he can kill one - or two - before he dies.
But he will die fighting, as his father did, as his mother did, and soon he will be reunited with them - and so he raises his head, and his sword, and he screams out a challenge to any demon or god who cares to take it.
Now:
"But," Syaoran said, and it came out as almost a wail. "I'm not done yet!"
"Mokona is sorry," the little critter said, her ears drooping. Yet still the gem cuff attached to her ear glowed with an undeniable persistence. "But Mokona can't help it! When the earring glows, we have to leave! If we wait too long, then we'll just go whether we want to or not!"
"But there's still so much to learn!" The boy was almost in tears, not that Kurogane was inclined to blame him. "This could be ourchance, don't you understand? A chance to bring Mother and Father back for good - without using magic or hurting anyone else! We can't leave now, we just can't!"
Kurogane shifted his weight from one foot to the other, profoundly uncomfortable. It had never been his way to dither over decisions once they had already been made, or to angst over things that were out of one's hands. Even he thought Syaoran was right and they should stay, but what could he do about it? He didn't understand all this transdimensional magic stuff and without that understanding, any consolation he tried to offer would be no more than empty platitudes.
Thankfully, Fai was able to step in and provide what he could not. "Now, Syaoran-kun," the blond man soothed. "It's not the end of the world. In fact, it's not even the end of this world. Do you remember what Mokona said back in Clow, about being attuned to the memories your parents left behind in other worlds? We can easily set up a similar connection to this world, so that Mokona can bring us back again later."
"Really?" Syaoran's face lit up, but then he frowned. "But wouldn't that be difficult?"
"It wouldn't have to be," Fai answered. He glanced over at Mokona. "I believe all that should be required is to take with us something that belongs to this world. Perhaps some of these books you got from the library would do?
"Not just any silly old thing would work," Mokona chimed in, adding her thoughts to the conversation. "Some things are the same in any world, so Mokona wouldn't be able to find this world again through them. But the books are very special, so those would work just fine!"
"And that way you could continue to study them in your spare time," Fai suggested. "So you see, it's not all that bad."
"I guess not," Syaoran said. The near-hysteria that had overcome him when Mokona's earring first began to glow had subsided, but he still looked upset.
"Well then!" Fai said, and he clapped his hands with a bright smile. "If that's decided, then let's get our things!"
There followed fifteen minutes of rushing around - they traveled light, by necessity, but there were a few things that were too important to leave behind. Syaoran clattered off to his room to decide which books he would take, while Mokona opened her mouth impossibly wide and gulped down bundles of camping and survival gear.
"I don't like this," Kurogane said quietly to Fai once Syaoran was out of the room. "The kid's got a point - we've never been yanked out of a world in the middle of things like this before. What's the hurry?"
"I don't know why," Fai said, his voice unusually serious. "But remember what Yuuko once told us - there's no such thing as coincidence. I think that means that nothing happens randomly or arbitrarily, either, not when it comes to Mokona's magic. If we're being called away now, it's because there's somewhere else we need to be."
"That's right," Mokona said, nodding seriously. "Mokona doesn't always decide when to stay or go, but right now, somebody out there is calling for us pretty loud!"
"Calling for us? Someplace we need to be?" Kurogane echoed, a scowl creasing his face as he considered the implication. "What, are we some kind of interdimensional superhero or problem-solving team? I'm not sure I like the idea of being someone else's mercenaries!"
Fai laughed softly. "So grumpy, Kuro-tan," he said, laying one hand lightly on Kurogane's back. "We chose this when we chose to travel with Syaoran-kun, you know. And besides, it's not like going around and saving people in distress is something that's entirely new to you, now is it?"
His blue eyes sparkled at Kurogane, and the warrior snorted and glanced deliberately away. Fai might be right, but Kurogane didn't intend to give him the satisfaction of agreeing with him.
Syaoran came trotting back, out of breath and with his arms full of books. "These are the most important ones," he huffed. "Mokona, if you could…?"
Mokona obligingly gulped the books down, while Kurogane looked on with a raised eyebrow. "Do you really need so many just to get a lead back on this dimension?" he said. "D'you think the library won't mind so many of their books going missing?"
Syaoran looked guiltily stricken. "I guess so," he admitted shamefully. "But… it's not like we're not going to bring them back… and lending books is what libraries do, right?"
Fai laughed. "Kuro-meanie is just teasing you," he said. "We'll be sure to bring them back in good shape. Now - if that's everything, shall we go?"
"Guess so," Kurogane said, glancing around the small house to check for anything left behind. He was surprised by how sad he felt to be leaving this place - there was peace and happiness here, things they encountered all too seldom on this journey. At the same time, though, he was eager to be on the road once more. How could he feel both of these things at once, completely contradictory and yet equally strong?
He turned towards the other three - his fellow travelers, his family. "Let's go," he said.
Mokona's magic swirled around them, and the old world swept away.
They made a good landing; Kurogane's boots came down solidly on ground that was firm, but soft. Dirt, layered over rock, his feet told him, even before any of the rest of their surroundings became visible through the swirling fog. Sloping and uneven; probably a natural surface, not man-made. They were out in the wilderness somewhere, then.
As the last of the magic whistled and died away, Kurogane reached for his sword and did a rapid check of the area. Fai, Syaoran, Mokona - all accounted for. His eyes swept the darkening space around them, making out pillars and hollows stretching out all around them, looming walls behind them. A forest, with stone outcrops visible through the trees; the sun was sinking behind the ridge, the sky deepening to twilight above them. No other people, nor anything living: no threats.
Only then did he relax enough to let go of his sword, to ease his stance and stretch his arms and legs. "Not a bad landing, manjuu," he said offhandedly. "Maybe you're finally actually getting good at this."
Mokona squawked indignantly, and Syaoran hurried to soothe her. "Where are we this time?" the boy asked, petting Mokona's ears with one hand while his keen, curious eyes glanced around them.
"This is the place where the waves are strongest!" Mokona piped up.
"Waves?" Syaoran echoed, sounding confused. "You mean, like one of Sakura-san's feathers? I thought we weren't searching for those any more."
"We aren't specifically," Fai said, "but that doesn't mean we ever found them all, Syaoran-kun. It's entirely possible that there are still some out there, and that Mokona would be drawn to them as she is to the other memories. Is that what you mean, Moko-chan?"
"Nope!" Mokona shook her head energetically. "Not that kind of waves! It's something else. Mokona isn't sure what, but those waves reached all the other way to the other world and called us here!"
"D'you mean that someone summoned us here?" Kurogane demanded. He wasn't sure he liked that idea at all, even less than he liked the idea of them turning into some sort of destiny-herded superhero team. "Who?"
"Mokona doesn't know!" the critter chirped, and Kurogane vented an exasperated sigh.
"Hmm, well, there don't seem to be any people around here," Fai mused, glancing around at the chilly, barren forest. "But I do sense some powerful quantities of ambient magic above us - more than you would expect to find outside of a shrine or some other consecrated place. I wonder if that's what 'called' us here?"
"If we want to find people, we should probably start heading downhill," Syaoran suggested. "We're more likely to run into a road or a waterway heading that way, and eventually that would lead us to a town.
"Well, which way, up or down?" Kurogane said bluntly. He glanced overhead at the darkening sky. "Either way, it's getting dark, we should -"
He stopped midsentence, his head snapping back up to stare at the sky. The stars were beginning to come out, glimmering points of light that dusted the vault of the heavens in myriad, shimmering clouds. But that wasn't what had caught his attention.
He'd seen the stars many times in many worlds - some only faintly, behind an obscuring veil of light and vapors; sometimes strongly enough to light up the whole world. But he'd never seen the familiar constellations of his childhood before, the Sickle and the Plow, the mounted Archer drawing his gem-studded bow in pursuit of the fleeing deer, the nearly perfect octagon of the Sacred Mirror…
Kurogane turned away from his companions and strode rapidly up the slope, scrambling over the rocks when the ground became too broken to cross easily. He had to get to the top of the ridge, before he lost the light -!
The bewildered questions of his companions followed him as he broke out of the screen of trees, momentarily left in the clear air on bare rock. He turned around, his sharp eyes straining the horizon, picking out familiar landscapes. There, the triple silhouette of the Three Sisters; there, to the south, the majestic symmetrical cone of the Rich Lady. But from this angle, from this distance, that would mean…
Kurogane stared down along the mountain slopes into the valley, eyes straining to pierce the misty clouds. The light was fading fast, and in the end that was what allowed him to see it - a dim red-orange glow reflecting up from the flat plain below. Kyoto, the capital city, crowned by Shirasagi palace itself.
"We're in Nihon," he said flatly, as his companions caught up with him. "Somehow, we've ended up right back where we started."
"Well, that's good!" Syaoran exclaimed. "Isn't it? We can see Tomoyo-san and Kendappa-san again, and spend a few days resting…"
He trailed off. The light was going fast, but that wasn't what was casting the darkness across Kurogane's features.
"It isn't good?" Fai said quietly from beside him.
"It would be, if we'd come out in Kyoto," Kurogane bit out. "Which we ought to have! But instead, we're clear across the valley, on the other side of the mountains. There's a province and a half between us and the city, even if -" He cut himself off and inhaled deeply, the cold wind cutting into his throat and lungs. It had a familiar smell, so familiar, one he knew well from his childhood: a smell of excitement, danger, and death.
"We're off the edge of the map here," he said, more quietly this time. "There's a reason there's no settlements up here. We're clear on the other side of where Suwa province used to be, and that was a border province, tasked with guarding the interior lands against the demon threat. And since we're on the other side of the border…"
Fai understood. "We're in demon territory?" he said. Kurogane gave him a short, choppy nod, and Fai rocked back on his heels, drawing in a hissing breath. He let it out again in a faint whistle, and it formed a blue streak in the air for a moment before dissolving away. "Well, that certainly explains the ambient magic I sensed," he said, and he sounded almost amused.
"It's not a laughing matter, mage," Kurogane snapped. "We're going to have to watch ourselves. The demons out there aren't tame animals like the dinos of the last world. They're vicious and aggressive, and they're man-eaters. It's not likely that we'll get off this mountain without killing at least a demon or two on the way."
He paused, and despite the seriousness of the situation a cold, razor-thin smile touched his own face. It was a smile that hadn't been there for a while - it was the one he'd always worn when reveling in the thrill of battle, the bloodlust that came with a kill. He no longer enjoyed battle just for its own sake, no longer enjoyed killing humans - but demons, now - demons were another matter.
"Damned if I'm not looking forward to it," he said.
It began as voices.
More than whispers, but less than words, the snatches of sound drifted to him between the trees as they hiked through the underbrush. It was a woman's voice, or voices - they wavered between a deep murmur and a high warble, the meaning of the words lost in gibberish. But there was meaning there, it wasn't just random sounds - he could hear the rhythm and syntax of familiar words, he just couldn't quite make them out…
Kurogane found himself straining to hear better, turning his head left and right as though to zero in on the source of the voices. They rose and fell as they navigated between tree trunks, dimmed and then sharpened as they passed under the shadow of a stone wall; if he could only find an open space, then maybe he'd be able to make it out…
The sound of high-pitched laughter, a young girl's laughter, was enough to make Kurogane finally stop in his tracks. His two companions stopped too, looking at him questioningly. Their expressions were serious and concerned in the pale glow of the witchlight Fai had conjured to ride above their heads. "Kurogane?" Fai asked him.
"The voices -" Syaoran started to say, then stopped.
"Yeah, I hear them too," Kurogane confirmed, sweeping his narrow gaze across the darkened spaces between the trees. "Demon tricks. Don't listen to them."
"Look," Fai said in a quiet voice, and he nodded towards the north. Kurogane followed his gaze and caught sight of it a moment later: a pale light that bloomed, then faded among the trees.
"Foxfire," Kurogane said shortly. "Some demons use it to play tricks, to lure unwary travelers off the path and lose their way in the forest, where they're easy prey."
"This isn't exactly a path," Fai pointed out dryly, and Kurogane vented a brief laugh.
"And we aren't exactly unwary travelers," he said. He'd been keeping his hand close to Ginryuu's hilt; now he closed his itching palm on the hilt, and flexed his fingers on the familiar grip.
"So what should we do?" Syaoran asked uncertainly, looking between them. "I mean, should we just ignore them and keep going, or…?"
"If they want to draw us to them, we should give them what they want," Kurogane said savagely. "They might be a little bit surprised to meet a meal that bites back."
An uncomfortable silence fell on the group, and they forged onwards through the forest. Kurogane kept his eyes and ears out for the slightest sign of trouble, scaly limbs stirring in the brush or gleaming eyes from the darkness - but that still left more than enough attention left over to listen to the voices.
Personally, Kurogane had always been of the opinion that any traveler who was stupid enough to stray off the path in search of phantom lights or voices got exactly what they deserved. Everyone knew that there were demons in the wilderness, and everyone knew what precautions to take; if you went walking straight into the lion's mouth despite that knowledge, well, there was just no helping you.
But he'd never been on the receiving end of it before. Not ever. Despite his wariness, despite the heavy layer of revulsion that filled him at the very thought of demons - he couldn't stop straining his ears to listen for those voices. The more they walked, the closer they came to what he knew must be the source of those whispers, the clearer they became. The pitch stabilized, resolved itself into a fluting soprano. "My baby," the voice whispered to him. "My sweet boy. Come to me. Come to me…"
Had his own mother sounded like that? Surely not. No, his mother's voice had been rich and warm, with a gentle humor that ran just below the surface, like there was nothing in the world that amused her more than her son and husband.
As if in response to his thoughts, the voice dropped by several notes. "My brave baby boy," it whispered to him. "It's been so long. Come here. Let me hold you again."
Demon tricks. Don't listen!
The light that wavered in between the tree trunks was hardly even a light now, just an image, a silhouette framed in a pale hazy halo. It was tall and it curved down towards them, reaching out a hand so close, so tantalizingly close, close enough to reach out and touch even though it was still so far away.
"I've missed you," the voice murmured, the whispers melding with the wavering image until the two were one and the same. "I've been waiting for you all this time. Waiting here. My sweet baby, my brave little son. Come back to me, come home."
It occurred to Kurogane to wonder, even as his legs flew over the darkened terrain in pursuit of that mirage, just why he was seeing this. The legends warned that kitsune would take the form of women, yes, but young and comely women were usually the threat so identified. Not mothers.
Not his own mother.
True, a vision of young and comely women would not likely do much to seduce him; if any trickster spirit hoped to appeal to his lust before his reason, they'd have better luck appearing before him as Fai. But even that pale copy would not be likely to impress him when he had the real thing within arms' reach. Why, then? Was it because they knew they couldn't reach him through lust that they were trying this other angle, dredging up memories of a parent he'd not seen nor felt in ten years?
A sudden horrible thought struck him; if the image appearing before him was so familiar, then what were his companions seeing? Were they all sharing in this vision, or did they each see a form and face drawn from their own memories?
He tore his eyes away from their quarry, glanced over to the faces of his family. Syaoran looked - nervous, but also wildly fascinated. Kurogane knew that look, the drive for knowledge that comes upon him when they reach a new world, meet a new people. Not a hunger for any lost family, he didn't think. He was curious, but not transfixed.
Fai looked - tense. Wound up like a spring, nearly vibrating with tension. Kurogane searched for and didn't find the pain he'd expect if Fai were seeing or hearing visions of his own long-dead mother, the mother who abandoned him. Did the demon know better than to try that with Fai? Was the beast that lured them in clever enough to distinguish between different tactics, or did it mindlessly take on the form of whatever would appeal to its prey?
Fai caught his glance, sent him a glass smile that fooled no one. At another time Kurogane would have called him on it, but right now that wasn't important. What was important was that Fai was keeping it together, holding all of his true feelings under wraps so that he could face whatever threat he needed to. "We're getting close," he warned Kurogane, his voice strained and slightly breathless from their flight. He nodded up to the blackness of the woods ahead, where the trees gave way to a huge shadowed slope of stone. "The source of magic. It's up ahead."
As if in confirmation, the wispy grey light drifted out of reach behind a tree trunk, flared, then died. Appeared again, in the clearing beyond. "Come to me..." the illusion whispered, and now that he wasn't straining towards it some of the terrible familiarity was gone. Had it ever been there, or was it only his own mind playing tricks?
"Enough with the hide-and-seek," Kurogane growled.
He steadied himself, inhaling and exhaling deeply to force the thunder of his heart to quiet. He reached for the calm that his father taught him, the remote and quiet place of stillness that lay at the heart of any swordplay. It was hard to achieve, with vicious hatred and half-crazed yearning battling in his breast, but after a moment the crawling darkness receded.
He stepped out of the trees and sensed more than saw the cave before him, a cold damp breath of rot-smelling air that rolled over him. The stars and moon were out, and Fai's magelight behind him, but the mouth of the cave was an unremitting black void before them. The gray rock rolled up on either side of it, up and up high over his head before it came to a peak above the cave's mouth and continued on out of sight.
"Should we wait for morning?" Syaoran asked uneasily. "I'm just not sure if storming a demon's lair in the middle of a night is a good idea."
"It'll still be dark inside in the morning," Kurogane replied. "And there's no safe place out here to camp."
An unearthly light glowed in the mouth of the cave, no brighter than a dying firefly. Was the foxfire getting weaker, now that he remembered to steel his heart against it? Or was there simply no more need for the deceit when they have walked willingly up to the beast's lair?
Come to me…
Kurogane strode forward. He didn't look back to see if Fai and Syaoran were behind him, because he was the point man and always had been. Whatever monster or demon was waiting in the darkness there, whatever attack of sorcery or fang and claw might come at them, he would be the one to take the brunt.
The thumping of his boots turned to ringing echoes as he crossed the threshold. Fai's lighter step was just behind him, and he spoke a quiet word that caused his magical light to rise towards the stone ceiling, reflecting and illuminating the cave. It was a large, irregular stone chamber, unlovely and unshaped by human hands, and the back of it narrowed into low tunnels that led further down into the mountain.
Someone's here, Kurogane thought instantly, because there was a light further back in the cave that wasn't Fai's. He lunged forward, crossing the cavern in a blink, and saw a familiar shimmer hovering before his eyes as he turns to face the intruder -
And stumbled back, releasing his grip on Ginryuu's handle as an unexpected, all-too familiar face looked back at him calmly from the stone tunnel beyond.
"Princess Tomoyo?" he said incredulously.
For just a moment, Kurogane's mind spun wildly with distrust and confusion. Demon tricks - but no, that could not be. He of all people knew the flavor of Tomoyo's magic; it was unmistakable, despite being so out of place. He ought to have recognized it sooner, but he wasn't expecting it here of all the places in this world.
"Kurogane," Tomoyo responded. Her expression was calm, demeanor unflappable as always, but Kurogane thought he detected a hint of surprise in her voice. He heard footsteps behind him, felt the familiar presences of his companions rejoining him. "Fai-san, Syaoran-kun. Mokona. It is good to see you again."
"How did you get here?" Kurogane demanded, surprise making him rude - well, ruder than usual.
"In a carriage, Kurogane," Tomoyo said, with the dry humor that sent a pang of familiarity through him. "We could not fit it inside the cave, so it's outside; you probably passed by it in the dark."
Kurogane shook his head in amazement, moving to sheathe his sword. There was a second rock chamber through the gap in the wall, lit by glittering lanterns and torches. Kurogane could sense their presences, now, which had been masked by the thick stone - no more than humans, they lacked the power to penetrate beyond such barriers.
Not like the demon presence he could still sense, somewhere deeper in the mountain. What was much stronger - and much, much older. "Princess, you shouldn't be here unprotected," he said. "This is demon territory - it's dangerous."
"I'm well aware of that," Tomoyo responded tartly. Before Kurogane could ask the next question - why she was here - the reunion was interrupted. Members of Tomoyo's retinue, handmaidens and ninja, came towards them, demanding to know his name and purpose. Kurogane saw Souma among the crowd, and supposed that she at least had the good sense to take the best warrior in the kingdom (aside from himself) along for protection.
"Peace," Tomoyo said to the guards, holding them back with an upraised hand. "This is no stranger, but a countryman and ally. He is welcome here, and his companions."
Despite himself, Kurogane was warmed by the statement of acceptance, of inclusion.
"But how did you know to meet us here?" Syaoran wanted to know. "Even we didn't know that we were about to change worlds, let alone that we would be returning here. I thought… your visions of the future…" He ran down, his face flushing miserably as he cleared his throat. Kurogane gave him a brief scowl; he might not be a mage himself, but he knew from dealing with Fai just how personal and difficult it could be to talk about losing your magic.
"It's all right," Tomoyo assured the boy with a gentle smile to show him she was not offended. "You are correct, however; I am no longer burdened with visions of the future."
"Then how'd you know?" Kurogane asked. "That we would be here."
Tomoyo's smile faded slightly, and she gave Kurogane a look he couldn't decipher. "I didn't," she said. "There is… business of my own here, that I must attend to. Your presence is welcome here, but not anticipated."
"Nor accidental, I shouldn't think," Fai said, his lips twisting in a wry smile. "Mokona's magic is many things, but not chaotic or random. If she has brought us here in time for your errand, Princess, there must have been a reason for it."
Tomoyo considered this for a moment, her eyes slightly shadowed, and Kurogane began to feel the first stirrings of alarm. What business could she possibly be talking about? The Tsukuyomi's duties were in the heart of the empire; she was the heart of the empire, along with her sister the empress. There should be no errand that took her out here, to the fringes of the wild and into the heart of a dangerous demon's lair.
"You may be right," Tomoyo said at last. "My dear friends, I am very sorry, but I must continue my work. I still have something very important to do, and the night is slipping away. You may stay here if you wish, or accompany me."
"We'll stay with you," Kurogane said, taking the lead of spokesman for their small group with no thought.
Tomoyo smiled again, her eyes twinkling at him. "Somehow I'm not surprised," she said.
She turned and walked away, her robes swishing around her as she went; not the usual formal robes of her office, Kurogane realized, but something much simpler and plainer. More practical for traveling, or - apparently - for spelunking.
The four of them joined her procession as they continued through the dark stone tunnels of the mountain, their way lit by the gleaming torches. Shadows swung wide as they passed each cross-tunnel and niche, only to fall back into darkness as they left them behind.
At last they came to a crack in the stone that led off at a steep downwards slope, and Tomoyo stopped. "This is where he will be," she said in a quiet voice. "And this is where we may speak. I must go, but it will be a small, cramped space; there will not be room for more than one or two others."
"I'll go with you," Kurogane volunteered immediately.
Tomoyo hesitated for a moment, and Kurogane glared at her, matching his will against hers. He had absolutely no intention of letting her go anywhere in this maze undefended. Bad enough that she was here in the first place. If she could only have one bodyguard, it had damn well better be the best.
Unexpectedly, Fai broke into the conversation. "I'll go, too, if you don't mind," he said, and smiled charmingly.
This prompted a murmur of displeasure from the cortege. "Princess, let me go instead," Souma protested. "Kurogane may be one of us, but the mage is a stranger."
"Oh, I'm not so strange as all that," Fai said with a breezy smile. "Nor am I as powerless as the last time we met, Miss Souma. I have a lot of experience handling demons, you know. I'm actually quite useful to have on hand, just in case…" Fai hesitated, and his blue eyes darted over to Kurogane, to Tomoyo and then back again. "Just in case anything goes wrong," he said.
Kurogane stared hard at his lover, but Fai refused to return his gaze, keeping his eyes steadily on Tomoyo instead. What was going on here? It was one thing for Fai to want to be at Kurogane's back in a fight, but there was more to it than that. An uneasy chill spread down his spine.
This was Kurogane's homeworld, Kurogane's princess, and the demons were Kurogane's lifelong enemies. What could Fai possibly know that Kurogane didn't?
"Very well," Tomoyo said at last, and the look she exchanged with Fai did nothing to relieve his growing uneasiness. She glanced at Kurogane once more, then turned towards the stone crack. Without a word Kurogane stepped in front of her, holding out an arm to bar her way, and then went into the dark passage ahead of her.
The way was uneven, dark and rough. He heard Tomoyo's light, uncertain footsteps following behind, and then Fai's bringing up the rear, speaking a few cheerful and encouraging words as he helped her down. After a few minutes of climbing - almost crawling, some of the time - he reached the bottom of the tunnel, and dropped lightly into the chamber beneath.
Tomoyo had been right about how small it was. It was only a few paces from side to side, a perfectly symmetrical bubble of stone carved out of the mountain's heart. The walls were smooth - unnaturally so - and a pale green sourceless light suffused the chamber. There was no sign of movement, although Kurogane felt rather than heard a deep vibration coming from further below their feet.
Scuffling from the passage alerted him, and he reached up to help Tomoyo lightly to the floor. Fai dropped down a moment later, and with the three of them the chamber felt intensely crowded. Kurogane's shoulders twitched with the feeling of claustrophobia, the uneasy realization that there was hardly enough room down here to draw, let alone fight. The only good thing about the situation was that there was no room in here for any demons, either.
"Well, now what?" he said aloud.
"You are here," an unearthly voice spoke out of the darkness, and Kurogane started violently. "You are - heerrrrre."
It was a voice that put him in mind of rocks grinding together to make music. Of one of those metal boxes in Piffle world that had spoken in flat, disjointed voices, pre-recorded words strung together in ways that would never have come from a true human's mouth.
The wall of the cave heaved to the side, and they realized that it had not really been a wall at all - the rough grey surface slid aside like a door, revealing a vast cold gulf leading further into the mountain. The creature whose flank had been pressed against this space, its skin taking the texture of stone, now shifted ponderously in the darkness beyond. The light couldn't illuminate the vast space beyond, only throwing desperate shadows into the void, but it was enough for the sheer size of the creature they faced to raise the hair on the back of Kurogane's neck.
At last the movement stopped, and Kurogane couldn't help but flinch back as a huge, monstrous face appeared before them instead. It was only a guess that it was the thing's face; it was broad as a barn door, the color and texture of stone, and nothing that resembled a human's features. But there were eyes, eyes as large as dinner plates that shifted and rolled as the creature moved - Kurogane counted at least three pairs, larger towards the middle and diminishing in size out towards the side. Masses of ragged, crumbled-looking lichen covered the top of the thing's head, trailing down to frame the stone-colored face. Hot gusts of fetid air rolled over them to the sound of breathing, and great stone teeth flashed almost at the bottom of their vision as it spoke.
"Humansssss," the sepulchral voice said again. Some sounds came out of that vast mouth distorted and strange, weirdly rolled R's or elongated S's, but despite that the diction of that rolling voice was more precise than Kurogane would have expected. "Humans were not always ourrrrrr enemies."
"It's a demon," Kurogane said in a low voice, barely controlled with panic. It was a stunningly obvious statement, he knew, but he had never heard one speak before. "But it's talking. How is it talking?"
"We are as old as the mountains themselves; we were here long before the humans washed up on our shorrrres," the voice rolled out over them. Kurogane couldn't tell if it was in response to his question, or some pre-rehearsed speech. "We were born out of the darknessss between the stars, in the heart of the mountains. We are the born of the old magic, formless and wild. We are chaossss."
"As hard as it may be to accept," Tomoyo said in her gentle voice, "There is truth in her words."
"Her?" Kurogane gestured towards the monstrosity, incredulous. "That thing is female?"
"Yes." Tomoyo turned her gaze back towards the face, her gaze calm. "She is the last of the great queens of the race. Those we callyoukai, or demons, inhabited the land long before our ancestors came here. The oldest histories say that the first Tsukuyomi learned the art of dreamseeing from a youkai princess."
"Humans learned much from us in those days," the demon continued on. The voice was deep as a well, rough and grinding - yet now that the suggestion had been planted, somehow he couldn't help but hear the voice as somehow female, see the inhuman visage before him with the hint of an ancient old woman. "And we learned much from you. We soon had rrrreason to be glad of you humans, because you gave us the one thing we could not give oursssselves: stability. For hundreds of yearssss, our peoples lived in peace."
"Peace!" Kurogane spat, hatred and fury temporarily overriding his confusion and wariness. Fai put a hand on Kurogane's shoulder, but he shrugged it off angrily. "Bull fucking shit! Demons like this one have been attacking the outer provinces for as long as I've been alive! They live to kill, they eat what they kill - these things don't know the meaning of peace."
"Those were lesser youkai, younger and unformed," Tomoyo's implacable voice said. "This one was not among those that harried your homestead."
"She's still one of them!" Kurogane's anger flared. "Whether she personally killed and ate my countrymen or not, what does that matter? She's a demon just like the rest of them and they're vermin who don't deserve to live! Why are we standing here talkinginstead of killing it?!"
"My children," the demon said, and a huge breath rattled through a massive throat before she spoke on. "My children were rrrraised in your houses: you gave them human garments to shape their bodies, human wordssss to shape their tongues, human thoughts to shape their brains. In exchange, I gave you… much. Children strong and hale, magic potent, and wisdom of the old ways."
"Kuro-sama, please be calm," Fai's voice came from beside him, quiet and pleading. "Can't you see there's no need for that? She's ancient. You can feel the power guttering out of her. She's already dying."
Kurogane didn't have Fai's special vision for power, but it was easy enough to see the signs of decay. The stone-grey skin wasn't just rough, but pitted and cracked from age; it might once have been black, like the demons that had ravaged Suwa, but time had covered it with a patina of light grey as if with rime or rust. The huge, staring round eyes were filmed over with white, staring sightlessly ahead as the smaller dark eyes on the size blinked and shifted in an attempt to focus.
"I'm not sure she even sees us here," Fai said softly. "Listen. She doesn't seem to be responding to us at all, she's just talking to herself."
"But then you began to shut us out," the demon hissed. "You cast us from your homes, turned ussss from your doorrrrs. You no longer fosssstered my children in exchange for your own, you no longer shaped my children with your civilization, your expectation, your education."
For an inhuman beast whose mouth was not even the right shape to make all the correct sounds, Kurogane had to admit that she had a pretty good elocution.
"Without that, my children grew wild and unsightly, unbound and unforrrrmed. They became dumb, and soon reverted to our ancient nature: that of bloodshed, violence and hungerrrr."
Kurogane made an ugly, satisfied noise of agreement in his throat, and turned away. Even if Fai was right, even if he couldn't quite stomach the thought of spearing a senile old animal in its dying throes, he was still revolted by this decaying monster and her tortured inhuman whispers.
"It is too late to mend the wayssss between our people," she said, and her alien voice was weary with the sorrow of centuries. "I am old, and soon I will be no more. But I have kept my bargain with you, reader of starssss. I have sheltered your forsaken child, as you have sheltered mine."
Kurogane was the first to see the flicker out of the corner of his eye, as he was steadfastly avoiding looking at the demon herself. His head whipped around and he stared hard at the wall of the cave beside them. It was flat and unnaturally smooth, something that might have caught his notice earlier if not for the distraction of the demon; but now it began to glow with an eerie yellow-green light in the center.
The stone wall began to give way, solid rock melting away from the center as though eaten by acid. What remained was a smooth, translucent oblong of stone, half Kurogane's height tall and twice that long. An egg? Kurogane thought wildly. The damn demon was talking about children, what else could it be? A demon egg?
"Tomoyo, get back," Kurogane said sharply, stepping around her in the cramped enclosure of the cave to put himself between the other two and the egg. "If we're about to have a baby fucking demon in here, I'll take care of it. You two stay back -"
"Kurogane, no!" Tomoyo exclaimed, but he ignored her. A faint glow emanated from the translucent block, enough to outline an irregular shadow within it. Definitely an egg, or a cocoon, or whatever, and the pale calcite was melting away even as they watched. He drew his sword, intensely conscious of the limited space to swing - on the other hand, it wasn't like the creature could lunge past him without impaling itself on his blade. Not that he intended to give it the chance.
"Now I will return to the earth. Now I will returrrn what I took, many years ago. Now I die, and I leave my legacy to my lasssst, my greatest, my most beloved child."
"Kurogane, stop," Fai said, his voice tense and breathless. To Kurogane's shock, Fai actually grabbed onto his sword arm, holding him with a strength that kept him from being able to swing.
"What are you doing?" he exclaimed, trying to free his arm. "You heard her! She's about to unleash some crazy ultra-demon on us!"
"Just wait," Fai said in a low voice, staring intently at the lambent glow of the scene before him. He took a shaky breath as if to explain, but then let it out and shook his head. His hands tightened on Kurogane's arm. "Just wait," he repeated.
A dull, grinding roar began to echo through the chamber as the demon moved again, her enormous body twisting and sliding against the stone walls of the mountain. A rush of air blew through the tunnel and away as the demon sighed, and then the monstrous head shifted and disappeared from view. The voice came back one more time, faint and low and hissing, wending its way up the corridors into their ears.
"Goodbye, my son."
Then all movement ceased, echoes of scales over rock pattering through the tunnels and fading away. The only sound remaining was that of the grinding, laborious breathing of the dying creature as the last of that ancient life slowly leaked away.
As the sound of breathing faded, so too did the last of the wards that the demon's will had kept in place in the small chamber. The lurid glow of the 'egg' leached away, and as it did the translucent surface crumbled into nothing. Finally the last of the barrier dissolved into dust onto the stone floor, revealing -
A human figure curled on the ground, legs tucked up to its chest as if in slumber.
Kurogane took a half-step back, the point of his sword dipping towards the ground in uncertainty. The stranger in the egg looked like a boy, a young man in his late teens or early twenties; he had the dusky skin and ink-black hair common to Kurogane's countrymen. His chest rose and fell evenly; there were no wounds visible on his body. "What is this?" Kurogane said, uncertainty infecting his voice. Why was there a human in the heart of a demon lair? A prisoner, or some kind of sadistic demon meal saved for later…?
Tomoyo brushed past him, and it was a measure of Kurogane's uneasiness that he was not able to stop her until she was already stooping to kneel beside the boy's head. As she reached out towards him, protective urges reasserted themselves. "Tsukuyomi, don't!" he said urgently, taking a step forward and reaching out towards her. "He could be dangerous, he could be a demon in disguise -"
"He's not a demon, Kurogane," Tomoyo said, her voice preternaturally calm. "The legends tell us of human babies stolen from their cribs by demons, to raise them as their own in the underworld. They would exchange the human babes for children of their own, enchanted to resemble the humans they replaced in form but not in spirit."
"What?"
Kurogane couldn't process what she'd said; that made no sense. Everyone knew demons would carry babies off to eat them, but what was this bullshit about leaving demon children in their place? That was complete nonsense, that was impossible…
He stared at Tomoyo, willing her to make some kind of sense again; but her eyes weren't on him, she was gazing intently on the figure before her, slowly beginning to stir towards wakefulness.
"It was to find him and bring him home that I came here today," Tomoyo said softly. "When the Mother died, our contract was completed, and I knew he would be returned to us. I did not know that you would be here this day as well. If I could have, I would have spared you from seeing this, but I suppose it was inevitable that you would find out someday."
"Find out what?" Kurogane's voice broke, and he clamped down on it with ruthless self control. "Tsukuyomi - Tomoyo - what are you talking about?"
She glanced up at him for a moment, and her deep violet eyes were brimming over with compassion and sorrow. She said nothing, but returned her gaze a moment later to the still figure before her.
His were shaking, he realized. He barely felt his lover press tightly against his side, sharing warmth and steadiness as Fai's hand closed over his and squeezed. Without Fai's silent support, he could never have taken the stumbling step forward, far enough to see the face of the boy lying on the stone floor.
The face that was identical to his own.
The boy - the demon, the not-Kurogane - shifted on the stone floor, a terribly familiar-looking expression of disgruntlement flitting over his features. He was not as young as Kurogane had first thought; he'd been misled by the young man's height, several inches shorter than even Fai. He took a deep breath, and his eyes fluttered open, staring unseeingly at the stone ceiling above.
His eyes were brown.
"This is Suwa no You-ou, son and heir of the house of Suwa," Tomoyo said quietly, raising one soft white hand to touch his brow. "He was taken from his home years ago, when the demon mother came upon him alone and undefended in the burning ruins of Suwa and stole him away. She drove the other demons - her other children - away from him, and brought him here to lay him in an enchanted sleep in the manner of her kind."
She looked back up at him, pinning him in place - all six and a half feet of him, inhumanly strong, driven ever since that day with insatiable bloodlust and love for destruction - and her violet eyes met his red ones.
"And you, Kurogane, are the changeling child she left in his place."
Soon:
The sun rises and lights up the mountain face in an unforgiving haze of pale gold, and yet it does nothing to warm the icy stone slopes or the curling wisps of cold fog that cling to its surface. The guards who'd been left to watch over the carriage, to watch over the entrance to the cave, nonetheless greet dawn's light with profound relief.
At length the group that had disappeared into the mountainside returns, their faces solemn and grave. Princess Tomoyo, her escorts and servants; Souma, her soldiers and ninja; and a handful of others, too. They carry between them a litter, supporting a stranger who had not been with them when they went down into the caves with them last night. It takes some time to get him loaded into the bed of the carriage, which was brought here against the rough and uneven slopes for just that purpose.
It takes yet more time for the whole procession to reverse itself, for the horses to be readied and the carriage wheels unfrozen and the princess tucked back into her careful protected envelope - but by the time they set off again, moving at a slow crawl over the steep mountainside, the sun has still not yet warmed the frozen stone. They move slowly, solemn and reverent, like a funeral train.
Not until they are almost out of sight among the trees do three other figures finally emerge from the mouth of the cave, and set themselves with heavy hearts and heavy steps to follow.
tbc.